Have been pondering for the last little while the idea of writing a blog...not quite sure why...but this compelling urge has finally led me to do it, and so here we are. Decided on the title tonight because my life generally revolves around me (sounds worryingly egotistical I do realise) and my two boys...F and E. Life with just F was great before, but now life with both of them is more wonderful than I could ever have imagined and there are moments when I feel like the most blessรจd being in the whole wide world. I used to think that I wasn't very maternal and therefore told myself that I wasn't really that interested in kids and children...so much so that F and I decided to not invite small children to our wedding (much to my shame and absolute horror now). Ever since our little angelito came along, I have been head over heels in love...and can't explain the butterflies I get deep down when he looks up at me and smiles.
Coming towards the end of 2010, God has definitely had His hand upon our lives and I feel so thankful for all His blessings...and yet know how unworthy and undeserving I am of the mercy and grace He has shown me.
In 2011, I first and foremostly want to be a better follower of Jesus Christ, a better wife, and a mum who is full of patience, grace and love. However, a good friend has posed an interesting question...how are goals of this nature measurable??? I think if I try to take care of the first one, then perhaps the others will follow suit - easier said than done, I know.
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